Hope

It's been a winding journey & sleepless nights,

to make matter worse,

It's been MORE sleepless nights since I heard about it,

My chest feels so tight till I can't barely breathe,

My heart hurts so much, feels like vomiting out blood.

My heart keeps beating faster & faster every second,

although I don't even think about it.

It's happening again,

Yes, this is not my 1st

but, it's sure among something to be remember off.

Waiting is really a painful process.

Experience taught me not to put high expectation,

I keep imagining for the worse,

hoping that I can be strong if it's the reality.

But deep down inside my heart,

there's still a tiny glim of hope,

hoping for the best.

Oh god, please ease my pain,

It really really hurt so much.

Will I get what I wish for?

Will I get my happiness like everybody else?

Please make me strong enough to face the final answer.

But I know,

whatever will happen, life still goes on.

=.=